This past Spring and Summer I lost close to 40 pounds. It was great, I'd never felt more attractive and beautiful to my boyfriend. Sex was wonderful (it always is) and I was never in my head about how I looked during. Lately, I've been depressed and extremely stressed and have put about 15 or so of it back on. My boyfriend tells me I'm beautiful everyday and we still are intimate, however, recently he's made comments about the weight gain. During sex now, I often find myself concerned with how I look and if I'm still attractive to him. It makes it hard at times to enjoy the moment. Other than going back to my strict diet, does anyone have suggestions for things I can do to get out of my head and just enjoy the intimacy? Thanks.
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Am I the only one I know, waging my wars behind my face and above my throat?
Diagnosed:
BPD
PTSD
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