Thank you for your kind reply..

I am struggling a bit. I am trying to fight this and try and remind myself that Jade is not real and its a hallucinations but I am really struggling with it.. I can't seem to get my head around it. She looks so real.. She is crying saying please Claire please.. I just wanna be with her..

I am smashing my head on wall to try and fracture my skull so I can die.. I am so confused and suicidal..

I don't know what to do anymore.. Its too hard... I feel too much pain and I am heart broken..