I, agree, with Pierro. That was a very harsh statement your "friend" made. It is hard to find people that understand us. Don't be so hard on yourself. I doubt it is all your fault. Doesn't sound like she was a very good friend anyway. I'm glad you have your husband. Keep posting. We are here for you.
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