Still not over my overnight meltdown at work. Its not like I was up and screaming at people, just really pissed over how so many things can go horribly wrong at a Fortune 500 Company.
But what bothers me most is how I totally was beyond reach...just couldn't reel myself back in.
I was SO angry and SO pissed. I don't get like that but maybe a couple-a-three times a year max.
I felt it coming on and tried so hard to stop it...but it was all too much for me.
Lack of sleep, 2 people talking to me at once, a cluster fu@% of problems...I lost it, pure and simple.
So now I pick up the pieces and move on.
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