Hi my names Michelle I'm new to this have suffered with depression since I was 14 but I have 3 sons and find it so hard to get motivated but I know I have to my ex left me cuz he dont understand it all I must aggmitt I don't I just know sometimes I'm up sometimes I'm down never on a normal level I shut my self away from the world and sit in the dark and silence and cry I don't know if I have bipolar have done the online tests and keep scoring 56 I have bin diagnosed with manic depression since 14 but I think there might be more to it can any1 help