Good day so far. A little tired, but there is a reason for that. Still finding it really hard to get out and ride my horse. I feel good today, I have no excuses not to do it (besides the lame excuse of heat and flies), so then the guilt sets in... I feel like I need a life coach to get me back living my life instead of existing.

I am perfectly content with how I am going today, but that doesnt stop the feeling that I "should" be doing more. Honestly I really SHOULD be doing more. I know this is a should statement but it is the truth, my horse needs the attention and work and I am not doing it, why??