there are no instructions for mental illness there are mostly consequences...

borderline personality is the master of bad habits and bipolar is the servant and the roles switch whenever the psychotic mood chooses...

I drift this way I immediately drift the other I meet in the middle...!

the agony of overconsumption strikes me as it might have to and yet...?

the sadistic moisture has no impact I am floating in the unbelievable sky...

all dry and barely used up!..

seems to make no difference I shake but get dismissed by the 'alcoholic calamity'....

no damage has yet revealed itself and this has been going on for so long I cannot imagine my life without being smashed...

I relax my borderline insanity I complete my bipolar mania...

no doctor will ever prescribe alcohol...

and yet it works better than anything I ever swallowed...

injected and re-injected...

the better I accept my addiction the better I can Identify with the cause.

this message was purely spontaneous..
DM