I struggled with alcohol for years. Doesnt help when you're in a society that labels you as odd for not binge drinking. Always getting remarks "*****" "weak as piss" "you were so much more fun when you were drinking".

When I found stability I no longer felt the need to drink. I am honestly glad that I dont much drink anymore. I might be more "boring" but I dont really care. Im happier now than I ever was drinking, and my body thanks me.