This week I have been a mess. Like straight up A HOT HOLY MESS. Which is why I've been posting so much, sorry :/

I've had 3 episodes so far this week, and each of them involve me going off on my boyfriend and then crying for hours. Irritability is extremely unusual for me.

I started Lamotrigine not last tuesday, but the tuesday before.
Started at 25mg
Up to 50 mg on Thursday
Went up to 75 mg this past Tuesday

Yesterday I dropped effexor from 37.5 to half that. I had been on 37.5 for two weeks with no real effects, def did not feel this irratable.

I'm also PMSing, but on recently put on hormonal birth control to "help that".

I feel like I am completely someone else. The way I'm acting is totally out of the blue. I am trying to schedule an ASAP tdoc appointment today because I feel so out of control. I just can't stop being angry.

Could this be the lamotrigine? or is it the effexor? Or am I just chronically a mess and should go ahead and tell everyone close to me that I'm more trouble than I'm worth?