(((((((RenjiCat )))))))))
You do have a lot going on that would cause a anyone to crash. I think it is great that you can find good in the world even through the tears. Just take one step at a time. You'll get through it all.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha