Just thought I would confess somewhere. I am a young male with a fetish for being in tights/spandex and feminine clothing since i was blessed with a small frame and a bubble butt. Every now and then I get the urge to dress up and try and meet up with an older "bear" type masculine man to basically be dominated. Not in the BDSM sense but just totally feminized by the guy. When I fantasize about it, it is a huge turn on, but as soon as I get off I am completely over it. I don't know why that huge urge is there and then just disappears once i've finished my business. It's just like being totally fem and enjoying the moment and then back to being a man in a flash and wanting to be as far away as possible from that situation. It has been that way since I was a child and as I get older nothing has changed. Is there anyone else who experiences this?