Just wanted to say I'm doing better. Practicing letting the love in helps me a lot with my bf. And seeing him as I would an animal companion lets me give him similar love, patience, understanding and trust... It's actually amazing how it works for me. Another gift my boyz have given me: learning how to love and be loved...
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"The question is not how to change
ugliness into beauty,
pain into pleasure,
or misery into happiness...
The question is how to change
the unconscious into conscious,
how to infuse awareness into ourselves and
embrace reality as it is..."
~ Paramahamsa Nithyananda (Swamiji)