I can relate to this…I would call my other universe the "Alterverse". I liked the Alterverse version of some people better…since they would hang out with me. So I suppose that's not exactly what you're referring to, but I can relate to feeling like I'm not of this world.

All I can say is that somehow it can and does get better. If I knew how, I'd bottle the solution and sell it (I think it's 100% luck)! Ha ha. All joking aside though, I understand how you feel and I wish I knew how to make you feel better.