I feel like everyone is attacking me. Whenever I try to say something to someone they reply and after a bit they say things that put me down and this whole week I felt very alone and haven't been talking to anyone. Because ever time I say something I get attacked. I'm even attacked without words, people talk with each other, but don't say anything to me and I'm right there. I think I'm invisiable. An example, I have kind of long hair and people keep telling me I should cut it and then girls might like me. I don't want to cut it so girls might like me, they should like me for who I am. But the way I am no one will ever like me, so I might as well just be alone. Who knows maybe one day I won't wake up and then it will all be over. I know its bad thoughts, but they are in my head again and I think they are there to stay.