I hope you find the strength which is within you to stay, and to be true to yourself and your true values. It's a process.... I'm still working on it myself Mistakes are ok even though they don't feel like it. Your true friends will forgive you.... at least that's what I believe..... even if it takes a while....... and as someone very wise said (and I hope they don't mind me quoting) "its how you clean up that matters". In the meantime, I send you some water and some other.........essentials

((((((((((((((( Nina )))))))))))))))