...ok
here is what I 'choose' to think
and it might be a bit hard?
check this out!
.."all these kids and humans and family and who-ever pops in?"
they are not 'fit' to be around you
we apply ourselves with such personal energy we are being everyone else according to our illness and it is just too much
...I say you are "fit" ....
and when the actions are scary as hell
it's ok to hide away for a bit...you done nuthin' wrong