Well I don't need to go to the ER I I don't think because I am still in my IOP so I'll be able to see my pdoc on Monday or Tuesday. The program is closed on the weekend so no one would answer me anyway. I woke up steeped in anxiety today. I couldn't get out of bed until 8:45 which isn't good because my son woke up at 7:30...thankfully he has a ton of toys upstairs and just played with them. I finally tore myself out of bed to face the day.

In any case I don't have a psych ER in mY area that does anything other than decide whether hospitalization is necessary. I have a crisis center but I've been there so many times that the doctor (and it's ALWAYS the same doctor!!!) barely looks at my case before sayin hospital. I've seen him about fifteen times. I cannot go to the hospital again. That's four times in a year. And besides I'm not suicidal yet. That's when I know it's time to go.

I already yelled at my hubby today and we've only been up for an hour :-/ I took the klonopin and I feel a little calmer so I hope it works. Thanks for your help everyone as always.