Hi Sarahbethm,
First, I want to Welcome you to PC.
Second, I have been where you are at now, many times. I am sorry you are fighting depression.
Depression can bring you to your knees. You feel like you are in a dark hole, spiraling downward and can't do anything to stop it.
I have had severe depression for thirty eight years now and am on two different anti-depressants.
Will you go to your doc and talk to him about it? IMHO, that's the best way to go if you don't want to talk to a T. yet.
I have been where I locked my doors, closed my curtains, unplugged the phone and was in bed for days at a time. I didn't even want to talk to my own family. I would have rathered they didn't even come around me.
Depression is horrible.
Please keep posting. It does help to talk about it.
Sending you hugs.
((((((((((((((((((((((Sarahbethm)))))))))))))))))))))
I care. Oh, just a suggestion, you may not want to put your email addy out here for everyone to see. Most of us are wonderful people but you never know who might get your addy and ............... The best way to do it is pm someone and give them your email addy that way. Just a suggestion.