I am goin thru the same EXACT thing. I feel ur pain. My mom has been
emotionally abusing me for yrs. I have nothing left for her. She blames bi polar and my BPD
on my relationships... lmao. She has no clue what it entails. She is prejudice against my illnesses and does not care; in essence she blames me and thinks I am making it up all in my head. Not sure what exactly all my triggers are yet; bank on one of them is her. my impulses and mania are occuring more often now. I need to take me and my autistic son away from here. i can totally relate. talk to ur dr. gl.