Still a rather rapidly moving target.
Last night intensely sui. Again. (Not sure if that simple of a statement needs a trigger icon??) Made myself run an errand tonight when a spiral started to hit.
Functioning adequately for the most part. Making a point to utilize some distractions, because there are a number of major pressures bearing down that could easily implode me. This amount of volatility isn't usual, and it's shown some very intense impulsivity. So...in saner moments, trying to balance with some simple soothing stuff like pet snuggling. Nothing like a tiny fluff of pure love when it feels like nearly everything else is on the verge of destroying you.