i dont know what the heck was with me this morning, I don't know if I was depressed or what to call it.
I was really down...hopeless...lost...feeling like my AD had pooped out. As the day has progressed my mood has lifted, but still I just don't feel very motivated about much of anything.
I don't like how I feel in "the back of my mind" cause I keep hearing "give up, its never gonna get any better, its all downhill from here with you and your mental health"
It feels like I am having to fight my own head just to stay stable and awake. Not sure what is happening but I am sure I don't like it very much.