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Nov 02, 2013, 03:02 PM
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I'm doing pretty alright lately. Had a major manic episode on/off for two weeks, which really does exacerbate my PDs... Thankfully that's passed -- I much prefer going under the radar if at all possible! It's not always fortuitous to lay all your cards on the table at once. 
Things with the boyfriend are great, now that he has a psychologist of his own. The problems from my cheating have been at rest for a while... I'm very thankful for the quiet & am taking advantage of that!! Though I'm still feeling confined after having to ditch my supply; it's not as acutely pissing me off since I'm focusing on other things.
Aladamna: I've always been told I was narcissistic. For a majority of my life, I just figured they were all jealous & delusional!! But it wasn't until I started to look inward & see if there was a reason why most of the factors in my life had been completely disastrous that I thought there might be some relevance to what they'd been saying... Then therapy happened!! Aaaaand all bets were off to avoid it by that point.
I know I still don't completely understand it. It's an objective understanding... But I guess I caught on quicker than most because I've always been very interested in introspective knowledge. It's sheer stupidity to see the same patterns over & over again & deny their existence! Hahahahh
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