Please continue to see a doc and t if possible, you may feel stable, that is when we know we're getting better, but sometimes don't realize it in ourselves because we feel better thinking we don't need the doc and meds. I know what you're going through about school and a job, my son was just diagnosed with social anxiety disorder and his college days he didn't live up to the grades he was supposed to get. he ended up in the hospital, put on meds and seems to be doing ok, but because of transportation problems, he was in 3 accidents so far, and lost his car, girlfriend and job because of drinking alcholol, we are up in the air not knowing what to do next. I need help here too!!Good luck