I was severely abused repeatedly by my mother who was psychotic and father sexually abused me. I have been in and out of therapy. I can not seem to feel anything hence I never seem to make progress. I cannot remember most all of it, hence cannot make progress. I am wondering how to feel and how to remember I feel so stuck so numb and cant figure out how to reach inside and deal with it, like it is just NOT there . No memories , no feelings. So will I remail "sick" the rest of my life . Chronic depression, anxiety, dont need people. Isolate, abuse alcohol etc. Am off drugs alcohol on meds which suck in therapy and still NOTHING.