Your craziness helps me understand more about my craziness we may have the same thing.

I get periods of extreme hyperactivity and anxiety for short periods of time which has been going on for 5 years but when I was having a very bad time about a year ago, it was constant I remember sitting on the floor for 1-2 hours a few times with delusions, then eventually I started hearing voices and didn't see it as a problem until the nurses and doctors pointed it out when I went to the hospital for being suicidal.

It's like you are so depressed that the body goes nuts and tries to get you out of reality so you don't have to deal with it like PTSD victims develop MPD to escape from trauma i dunno.. what a wild guess..

Suicide is also a coping mechanism = suicidal ideation