i should be working right now but i do not have the motivation to. i don't know why i feel this way. my meds were working fine. but it appears that i continue to have these changes in mood and whats worse is that i am begininng to have some of my fears again. i don't want to tell my pdoc because i really want to reduce the frequency of our visits because it is becoming to expensive to see him twice a week. i don't know what to do. i am tired of all the shifts in my moods! i am tired of "feeling" period.