My mom is bipolar and I think may have undiagnosed NPD. She is in a low and has been so just... mean today. She sat on her *** cause she "wasn't feeling well" and criticized the way I was doing everything. The way I was cleaning, the way I raise my son... I mean even intentionally rooting for the other team during the football game today (one she doesn't even like) just to bother me. When she gets low, she picks and picks and picks at me until I explode and then blames it on me because she's not the one who blew up. Like one of the neigbor boys was over playing and our neighbor came to take him home and I had just finished cleaning when she got there and my mother came into the room with a rag in her hand pretending to clean and then apologized for how messy the house was, acting as if she'd been cleaning all day (when I had). Then when our neighbor left, she laid back down and left everything to me again. I don't get itm
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Am I the only one I know, waging my wars behind my face and above my throat?
Diagnosed:
BPD
PTSD
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