Lately I've been feeling so depressed that I've been imploding. The pain in my chest gets so bad I truly feel like I'm dying and that my physical heart is breaking. The pressure is getting to be too much. How do I stop it? How can I get ride of it? After these episode, I become hyper because I got adrenalin overload. What can I do? I am also semi-homeless. I feel like I'm all allow. I'm dying inside and it only gets worse.