my T also is concerned about my inability to feel anger towards those who abused me...I tend to get angry at other people's abusers though and she brings that up to me as if perhaps I think others deserve to be defended and I don't...I think about this alot.

My t says that I have stuffed the anger so deep that I can't find it and as a result, it has caused me a great deal of health problems, one being depression....she wants me to write my story in 3rd person, renaming everyone involved and see if that helps me feel anger.

I have always been afraid of negative feelings, especially anger... so I kinda know how ya feel...but I guess it takes time... it took a long time to get this way..

hang in there! Faith