Greetings.

I know how that feels, the only exception being that with me it's the obsessive side that consumes my entire being.

Perhaps it's time for a med change? Maybe a dose increase? Believe me, I don't have much doubt that I'm one of the worst OCD cases on the planet. I get suicidal, it's that bad. But 30mg Lexapro does me just fine. OCD isn't all gone, but it's manageable.

There's also CBT. Keep searching for the remedy that works for you, Don't give up