My bp has been out of control since my baby was born just over 6 weeks ago. I refer to bp as a roller coaster but I feel like I have been through a year's worth of episodes in these 6 weeks. I am soooo exhausted and I just want to cry and cry about it and now I have come down and I am full of anxiety and feel suicidal. I just feel so worn out. My pdoc wants to admit me which is incredibly sad to me because of my kids, one of which is a newborn. Anyway, I feel so overwhelmed. Anyone else have a similar (or terrible) postpartum experience with any of your pregnancies?