sorry Alexandra. i only got the chance to read this just now. thanks for replying to me.

i do try to do therapy work and write stuff at least once a week and i feel closer to her then which is good. plus it really gets things moving faster too. recently though she has been moving my days around a bit so i ll end up having seen her three times in a week and a half.

yea! lol
your posts didnt get me down but it did get me thinking about stuff that i ended up talking to T about last time i saw her and im really glad i did. thats what im going to be writing about this week and while im really scared to focus on it im a bit excited too to be really looking at stuff thats important instead of floundering round talking about every day stuff.
anyway thanks. i hope you re taking care of yourself.
biiv