I do not how the social services are for mental health clients, but there must a source or person who knows where a pamphlet with all possible resources there are where you reside.

Often the police have to deal with the extreme cases of mental illness(costing $$ better used elsewhere), yet no provincial or federal government is willing to deal with this mental health issue effectively.

The "professional mental health providers" will have to educate themselves with the other possible resources that will help anyone feeling the way you do.

That said, you need to find the resources you can quickly access in rl. You do have PC Forums as a resource.

Post your thoughts, your path, and your questions in the appropriate forum for specialized feedback. Do not be discouraged the slowness of some parts of this puzzle, just remember you are not alone in your thoughts and your feelings.

Our background circumstances may be different, but we all on the path to healing ourselves that best way we can. I hope you will have access to a therapist for a focused therapeutic plan to heal and help. Take Care.