Today, my Mac broke. It may have been my fault. Fortunately, I was able to recover my data. I can't afford a new one. I refused my dad's offer to buy me a new one because he already gives me a lot.
I've been lonely and isolated lately. I feel that few get me. I'm sad a lot. I fear that I burdon my friends.
Today, I volunteered for a group that takes drunk students home. People were very disrespectful to me. It hurt.
After a 7 hour shift and getting home at 4 am, I side swept my neighbor's car. Fortunately, the damage is only on my car.
I'm dealing with this stress well, but I fear that I'm going to wake up and despise myself. I could use some kind words.
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Bipolar I, Panic, GAD, Chronic Insomni
OCD and Agoraphobic tendencies
Possible Borderline Personality Disorder
Meds: Lamatical
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