I wish I could just give up on people altogether.

I feel like I'm a burden on everyone here. I complain too much.

I can't stand my family a lot of the time. They don't know what to do about me. Mom knows I've been depressed and started ignoring me more.

I texted one of my 'friends' two days ago. We haven't been talking. I asked him if he hated me... still no reply. Another 'friend' has mood swings like I do. He hates me right now. I don't know what to do about him. We're both self-destructing and its hurting each other in the process.

I sabotage any romantic relationship I've ever been in. I can't get close to anyone. I get terribly afraid that I'll get hurt, so I break it off. Relationships suck, people suck... I suck.