Thank you. I honestly tried seeing a T a long time ago and it was a bad experience. I have been thinking about seeing another one, but I'm not sure how to find one. It's so hard. I've been fighting with disordered eating since I was young. I can feel the insane thinking starting again and the behaviors. Would a T help? I'm afraid they won't believe me that I was very underweight and not eating at one point. I don't think my doctor believes me either. And that's hard for me. It's like "You're so fat, there's no way you were anorexic"...at least that's what it seems like to me. Sorry. I'm rambling from my original question.