Next, I do not hate you at all. I get the impression others here do not hate you at all, either. It isn't as reassuring as having supportive people offline every day, but I hope you feel welcomed and understood here.

Some people do apparently suck! (Headgames, control issues, etc. etc.) Broken communication between people sucks as much, because it is the cause of so many problems. And yes, that can be very painful.