:shrug: I don't know, but it's how I view things.

Like... when I'm in my highest up (haha... which is still quite mild) then I won't be phased by sadness for more than a few minutes - usually I will get frustrated and then ignore it and keep on going with something else. When I'm severely depressed? I can go throug the motions and even appear happy but won't feel it. But when it's a mild depression? (Like the stupid one I'm in right now) I can definitely go out and have a pretty good time. The key for it is to not have a moment where I'm not occupied.... because it crashes right back in. I don't consider that me going in and out of depressions - I'm still very much in it, it's just like... it's like I've found a sandbar and it's lifted me up a bit.