thanks for the hugs... i got an email from her... she couldn't get to her office because of a bad blizzard... i never get to watch the news cuz i get triggered and someone else watches it... i don't always get the information... lol but feeling a little better... i can't talk to my T until next week... i have appointments booked in advance and can't really get in any other time.. tho i don't know if i've ever tried... hmmmm anyways, i'm still here and i'm still sort of social... thanks for caring!! it truly helps!!!