I dont know. She is a very vocal person and is quick to show her displeasure. I know its not just me, I mean sometimes she will come to me and complain about stuff that goes on around us. But I cant help but feel like she feels burdened by me. It wasnt always this way. I think my fault was when I began to open up to her about some of my issues because after that was when our dynamic began to change, mostly because she says its difficult to understand what I go through since she is the complete opposite, so happy and confident. It really bothers me because more than once she has pointed out how happy her home life is but when she gets to work she never knows what to expect, especially coming from me, and that the only thing that gets her through at work is knowing that she has a paycheck coming.
I try to consider that her way of being, although foreign to me, is just her and that I shouldnt take it personal or be hurt when she becomes insensitive towards my problems. But we work inside the same office and spend so much time together that I cant help hating whenever this awkwardness pops up. Especially after having gone through really good moments with each other. And honestly, all of this aside, she really is someone I look up to (somewhat) and value having had in my life. I dont like that the bad moments can overpower the good ones so much.

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