think ill be writing in my journal also. it has been a bit sense I have seen my t and I don't see her until Tuesday. not that that even seems like a good idea either. I know a lot of people think I had a good session last time but I don't seem to see it that way at all. I am trying but I don't. it seems like my T just didn't believe a word I said. and I am devastated by that. I just want someone to hear me . this is why I don't bother to talk about my past .WHY? no one believes me. I have burns and scars from cutting all over my body .she has seen them .why is it such a leap to believe that I would burn my finger tips. I don't understand that. why would I lie about any of this. im older and have no need to lie about any of this stuff. I was stupid to start that time line and stupid to tell her the thoughts I was having .