Granite... I know its hard because I'm having a real hard time since talking about the past... I don't think my xT believes me and even though I sort of backhandedly asked for reassurance I didn't get it... so don't feel really bad about the doubtling and the thinking that it was a mistake and stupid, etc... but I think its that part of us that tells us its not safe to tell that is filling our heads with those thoughts... so we will clamp back up and stop... I think of it as a little war in my head between the sweet little one who is hurting and wants to tell... and the bad *** little one who says you don't need nuttin from nobody...

personally I've just decided to take a little break today from listening to either one of them.