It doesn't seem like that sometimes though, but maybe because I'm thinking more in the way of people who don't si.... because they probably just assume self injury is just cutting? Instead of people who actually self injure. Is it messed up to say, that... thinking about it, almost makes me feel worse about myself? Like even though it's obviously si... it doesn't seem like it sometimes? And it seems like I'm "weak." I was thinking more of preventing an infection but that also helps. Even though obviously I shouldn't, and I'm trying not to.