Well. I just tell myself, the persont hat abused me was weak and ill.Just like Im kind of sick now from what they did to me and cant help some of the stupid stuff I do, they were sick too and I guess couldnt help it. Ive never hurt anyone intentionally, but I have in advertently. I try to believe that they didnt want to hurt me but they were crazy. I dont know if Ive officvially "forgiven" them. But it seems to be able to help me tolerate them since they were my parents and I still see them.