Thanks for your replies. Ultramar you are right about me wanting assurance from my friends that everything was okay, but that's the problem (and one of the main reasons that started my crying fit) was because I DID reach out and text my friend and tell her about my anxiety issues and that's why I had to leave, and I was hoping for a comforting response but instead I didn't hear back ANYTHING. She never texted me back, and her friend who I had just met that night, I added her on facebook because she was going to upload a pic we were all in together and I wanted to be tagged in it... I asked her what her last name was in the car on the way downtown cuz I knew she was on facebook and was going to upload the pic, she told me her last name and I added her and she never responded to my friend request :/ She was on her phone taking pics and on fb the whole night and never added me, and still hasn't. I know those are trivial things, (not getting texted back and not having someone accept my friend request) but when I'm already in an emotionally vulnerable state it just makes it so much worse you know?

And Indievisble you're totally right! I don't think I wanted to go out in the first place but felt obligated, and with all the people, running on such little sleep and drinking, I just go overwhelmed and had to leave.

Anyway I left a message at my doctors office and said I couldn't see my doctor for 2 weeks but asked if I could have an emergency apt with another dr in the office. I'm going to ask about being put on antidepressants. This "depressive episode" definitely got triggered on halloween and I haven't felt the same since :/