I am looking for another job because I am incredibly unhappy where I am now. Problem is, I am in a field that is not my passion - at all! So I feel so demotivated looking for something else because it feels like it will just be more of the same. Depression has made it so hard for me to set goals, and at the moment I am struggling to make it day by day. I know I am lucky to even have a job as there are people out there who don't and would love to be in my position. I feel so guilty for wanting more.

I am so tired of just working like a slave and feel like I have no future. I also want to be excited about going to work in the morning. I want to have a career not just another job. I am so ashamed that I have ruined my life the way I have. I feel so stuck, trapped in a corner with no way out.

I wish there was a way I can get rid of my depression and start living my life with enthusiasm. I can't even find something to look forward to today.