I just cant stop - but I have reduced the number of pills each day/night. I went to Dr but he didn't seem bothered as I look "healthy". Just keep getting really bad headaches and worry that it might be connected? I don't know what it is that keeps me returning to the pills. My T has told me many times they do not result in weight loss and that is what I really want although I know this wont happen. Its as if I need to be empty - does that make sense? It's as if I am punishing my body for something. I feel such a mess. I reached out to T but haven't had a reply. I really need to talk to her. xx