I understand. I was a stay at home mom for years and missed getting on the career track. I got a job I loved and didn't think it would end but it did. Had a lot of similar jobs and been very happy until three years ago when I made a move and can't find a job for my skills. For the first time in my life I'm at a place where I don't have a job I like and it's not going to get better. It's boring! Not what I'm used to but my age is giving me some problem in getting to be taken seriously. I'm getting too close to retirement for anyone to want to invest any time on me. I feel stuck, too.

And like you I suffer from depression which makes it hard to have the energy to do anything about it. I hope your depression lifts, mine is finally I think getting better. So there is hope.