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if i dont goto school or dont get a job - then no one has anything to say to me? why?
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Because people are ****ing stupid. They don't want to hear that some people actually can't do things like that. They don't want to live in a world where not everyone can do things like that "if only they would work hard enough".
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funny thng is is i dont feel stable. maybe stable enough.
this medicine is taking away everything from me. my creativity. my personality.
all cuz this medicine.
im not better off going off it but i wish i could. i dont think i have a choice though. i have to be on it.
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I know exactly how this feels. Medication can have its benefits but you're right, in my experience too it's just taken away my creativity and my personality and just made me flat. It doesn't do much for my "positive" symptoms either, it helps some but not enough for the side effects to be worth it. It seems like medication makes my "negative" symptoms more pronounced. Or maybe I just notice it more on the meds? I don't know, but either way it's rough going and I'm sorry you're dealing with this.