Thank you everyone for your responses.

Becky, I didn't feel up to working too much yesterday, but i have not stopped working. I guess the answer to your question would be that i do want to be in better spirits to do my job efficiently. i will talk to my pdoc about my feelings and financial issues on tuesdays, he may need to switch my meds, i think you are definitely right Becky, i don't think my meds are working for me anymore.